Nine years ago you went to Heaven. It was the worst day of my life. I cried so much n I’m still crying today because I miss you so much. Time has not healed me. Everyday I wake up missing you. Wishing you were here enjoying our time together. We all miss you. Ashlee reminds me so much of you. She has a baby that she loves so much just like you did yours. I remember how you would try to be strict with the older ones but you always let them have their way. When you were too sick to drive you still wanted to go look fit Pokémon’s for Conner n Shane. I drove you to the mall n helped you along the way. You were in pain n walked slow but you were determined to get that toy for them. that day you asked me to take you to store to buy the pets food. You thought about everybody in your home. What a beautiful kind heart you had. You loved all your friends n would talk fondly about them. I’m glad I was there for you. I never wanted to be anywhere else but with you. Someday I’ll be there with you again. Then I won’t cry anymore
