Wednesday, August 22, 2018

Memories of my baby

August  22,2018.  This picture of her brings back memories. It was the start of her battle with breast cancer.  In that day she had minor surgery to have a port placed on her upper chest. When she was done she asked me if I would join her for a pedicure. I thought to myself that she sure was positive about her health and was upbeat on her day.  She fought with all her might to win her battle.  During her last month on earth and while in the hospital and in pain she looked out the window n noticed a Baskin Robbin sign. She asked me to bring her a mint chocolate ice cream. I ran across street n got it for her but when I returned to her room she was asleep.  I didn’t disturb her because I knew as soon as she woke up that she would be in pain. My Jeannette suffered so much. The worst thing for me is that I couldn’t take her pain away.       That was 2009. Now it’s 2018 n on September 3,2018 it will be 9 years that she went to Heaven.  Time has not eased my pain.  Right now tears flowing as I drive to Baskin Robbins n get a mint chocolate ice cream n sit in my car while listening to her favorite Celine Dion songs.  Missing her so much.