WITH DONNA

Today is a good day. Here I am at my sister’s bedside. She is resting and I’m just glad she is not in pain.  Yesterday I started a Go Fundme for her. Under Donna Balderama.  I posted the link for donations and nothing happened. Nobody that reads this blog gave not even a dollar. Maybe nobody is reading my blog about my Jeannette no more.  I leave all this in God hands.   All I know is that if Jeannette were alive, that she would have been first to donate. She loved her auntie Donna.  

She is in my Heart

Gosh I sure wish the days of her as a teenager were back again. She n her friend Cammie had such a close bond. I loved hearing her giggling on the phone with Cammie.  Time has gone by so fast n now it’s been 10 years that she died. She died too young. Left behind her four precious children.  She also left behind  her nieces n nephews.  One of which reminds me so much of her.  Her name is Ashlee.  Ashlee is beautiful n smart n loving n kind just like her auntie.  I miss my Jeannette.  As I sit here in my home looking at all the pictures I have of her, I shed tears.  When my tears are dry , I smile. Because she is with Jesus n not in pain. 

Jeannette’s auntie

This is Jeannette’s auntie Donna.  She is on hospice care now.  Diagnosed with a brain tumor called Glioblastoma  the worst kind  she is battling it  had chemotherapy n radiation but the tumor just got bigger n worse   She is worried about her funeral expenses so I calmed her down n told her I would do a gofund me on the internet.  She can’t talk or see well at this point but she smiled when I told her my plan.  Her name is Donna Balderama. May God find it in your heart to donate.  Pretty soon Donna will be with Jeannette.  I’m heartbroken to know I will lose my baby sister.  I lost my dad n brother last year. It’s been a very stressful time.  God is on my side. I know someone somewhere will go to Gofund me. Donna Balderama.  Thank you so much. God Bless you all. ❤️

10 years ago

It’s been a long time that I have not posted on my blog. There’s been so many things happening in my life. Sept 3,2019 marked ten years that Jeannette died.  I was looking at all her pictures as I sat quietly in my bed with tears flowing down my face. Losing a child is the most heat breaking thing. JeNnette lives in my heart. Her body is gone but she’s alive in my heart. I think of her often. Everybody close to me was calling me to ask if I was ok. Jeannette’s sister was with me all day comforting me n being so supportive.  I imagine Jeannette in Heaven with Jesus n I smile. One day I will see her again. Luv my baby girl. ❤️