SHE LOVED FLOWERS

Beautiful flowers bring back memories of Jeannette.  I miss her so much. 
I am heading out the door to buy some flowers and arrange them on my new dining room table. 

Wish Jeannette were here to go have fun with me.  We loved shopping together and going out to eat.  I shall never forget all the fun times we shared. 

JEANNETTE WOULD BE PROUD

It was the "Pig Bowl" last Friday in Fresno, California.  Traditional football game dating back to 1930's when Roosevelt High played against Fresno High. 

Bianca is a senior now at Fresno High.  She is a cheerleader.  We all went to support the team and enjoy watching Bianca do her thing as a cheerleader.  It was also Senior Appreciation Day so during half time the seniors that were either in the football team or cheer team were acknowledged by the public and and appreciated.  Bianca had asked me and her sister, Ashlee to escort her.  Of coarse her brother, Christian tagged along.  He loves his big sisters.  Ashlee bought Bianca balloons and flowers and I and Christian and her mom gave her cards.  Her mother, Diana was in the crowed and screaming out her name, "Yeah Bianca."  Fresno High won the "PIG".

We are all proud of this beautiful young girl.  She is amazing and wonderful and she reminds me of Jeannette so much.  

I know if Jeannette were alive and well that she would have made sure to come to Fresno and be there for Bianca.  I bet she would have been sitting next to her sister, Diana and yelling out Bianca's name. 

How sad that Bianca's grandfather has no interest in his own children and his own grandchildren.  Instead spends his time and energy in Corcoran, California with his wife and her family getting drunk and belligerent and making fools of themselves.  The whole small town knows all about them.  How sad is that. 

MAMA, I DON'T WANT TO LEAVE MY BABIES

Jeannette was in pain and enduring all kinds of medical procedures but the only thing she had on her mind were her babies.  She loved them more than anything.  That is why she made sure to have them financially secure long after she left this earth.  Conner was her youngest and he clung to her at every chance.  Always crying and asking for something.  I think that as young as he was he knew something was not right with his mommy.  Shane was very emotional and always hugged and kissed his mommy.  Mathew was defiant and did not want to face the fact that his mom was dying so he was kind of hard for Jeannette to handle.  Loreal was closed off in her emotions.  No matter how much she was hurting inside she made sure to smile and put on a happy face around her mom.  Jeannette loved her children and there were times when she would break down and cry so much.  She told me she hated knowing that soon she would leave her babies. 

She is their Angel now.  I hope they are doing good and that they never forget their loving mom.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANNETTE

YOU ARE IN HEAVEN AND I IMAGINE ANGELS CELEBRATING WITH YOU.  I MISS YOU  SO VERY MUCH.  YOU WILL ALWAYS BE IN MY HEART.  LUV  MOMMY

MI LINDA QUERIDA HIJA, ES TU CUMPLEANOS

 Jeannette has left a mark on this earth.  She left us with so many memories of her.  I remember when she was 16 years of age and wanted to spend her birthday in Disneyland.  I don't know how I did it but I managed to take her there along with her sister and brother.  We all enjoyed staying in a plush motel and eating breakfast out at Big Boy's.  I just remember all the laughter that my kids had all during the day.  Then I remember her last birthday in 2008.  It was cold and foggy and so we couldn't go down to see her but we all sent her cards and gifts.  I called her that day and she said she was glad we didn't go because there were lots of accidents on the grapevine heading to Los Angeles and she had feared we would get hurt.  That is the way Jeannette was.  She always worried about us.  She was amazing and loving and on this special day I am wearing her sweater, drinking out of her mug, having all her pictures in front of me, wearing her pink slippers as I walk around my house with a heavy heart listening to her Celine Dion songs that she loved.  Later today I am heading to Baskin Robbins and having a mint chip ice-cream cone that was her favorite.  Then over to her sister's house for a good home cooked meal she is preparing on this day.  We will all be there singing to her "Happy Birthday and eating her favorite cake. 

 

THANK YOU GOD FOR JEANNETTE

I imagine a big party going on in Heaven today.  It's Jeannette's Birthday. 

She is free from pain.  No more medications, etc.  She is in GLORY

Praise God.   Thank You God .

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY" MIJA, CELEBRAS CON DIOSITO

On this day of November 5, 2012, I am awake thinking of my Jeannette.  Today, she would have been 41 years of age.  She died three years ago leaving behind her three sons and one daughter.  During her battle with breast cancer she managed to get enough strength to do all the things that her children depended on her to do for them such as helping with their homework, having food for them to eat, picking them up and taking them to school until she couldn't drive.  They had a courageous and amazing mother.  I had a loving daughter who always worried about me even though she was in so much pain.  I remember her telling me she wouldn't live to celebrate her birthday with her babies and she was right. She died two months before.

I am sad and crying on this early Monday.  Woke up at 3:00 a.m. thinking of my beautiful Jeannette.  How I wish I could just have her come down from Heaven so I see her and hug her.  I would give anything to see her again. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEANNETTIE
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

I LOVE MY JEANNETTE AND I WILL NEVER FORGET HER.

NO NOT NEVER!!!!

ESTA SON LAS MANIANITAS DE TU CUMPLE ANOS Y  TE LAS CANTAMOS A TI

QUE ESTES CON DIOSITO MI QUERIDA LINDA HIJA.