Saturday, January 14, 2012

ONE OF MY COPING TOOLS, MY COUSIN "RENE"

Imagine not having your beautiful daughter to celebrate your birthday anymore.  It is a frightening thought for some of you.  As for me, I have my cousin Rene.  She is the one that long ago after finding out from other family members that I was in deep depression and was always in bed crying came to my house.  She knocked and knocked until I opened the door.  She took one look at me and said, "Gloria, what is going on here." I told her I didn't want to talk and for her to just go home.  She insisted on staying.  Made a fresh pot of coffee and demanded that I get in the shower.  She changed all my bedding and washed my dishes, mopped the floors before I came out of the bathroom.  Next, she insisted on taking me out for fresh air. Anywhere would do, she just wanted me out and about.  I threw myself in bed even with my wet hair.  She grabbed me by my arm and pulled me up.  I tugged back and she pulled me again.  Finally, I stood up crying. She pulled a top and pants from my closet and told me to put them on.  I did.  I ended up fixing my hair and putting make-up.  We went out to dinner and to a movie.  That was the beginning of my journey back to reality.  Everyday is a struggle for me but I manage.  It is getting better and better.  So, now after two years, I went out with her to celebrate my birthday.  Thank You, my sweet Rene.  You were sent by my Jeannette.  I know she did not want me all depressed. 

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