Jeannette is always on my mind especially during this month of August. In 2009 and around this time in August she was in Ventura, California and in the hospital. She truly believed in her doctors and agreed to their plan of taking her off all drugs except Methadone.
I have written in my previous blogs posts all about what happened. I wish I could turn back the clock and back to the day that my beautiful Jeannette was sitting up on her hospital bed and managing to break out a smile to her doctors as they along with the hospice nurse made their way around the room and close to her to tell her of their plans for her. Wish I could slap each and everyone of them and kick their ass out of the room. They made the bunch of promises to her that never came true. She suffered so much. It was hot as hell in the hospital and the air conditioning was broken so the nurses put extra fans around Jeannette's bed. It didn't help.
She was not only in extreme pain but miserable with the heat. What an awful way to be in the hospital. What an awful thing to witness my precious daughter in such terrible circumstances.
I know she is in Heaven now and I believe she is no pain anymore. She is with God.
I miss my Nettle Poodle.
I have written in my previous blogs posts all about what happened. I wish I could turn back the clock and back to the day that my beautiful Jeannette was sitting up on her hospital bed and managing to break out a smile to her doctors as they along with the hospice nurse made their way around the room and close to her to tell her of their plans for her. Wish I could slap each and everyone of them and kick their ass out of the room. They made the bunch of promises to her that never came true. She suffered so much. It was hot as hell in the hospital and the air conditioning was broken so the nurses put extra fans around Jeannette's bed. It didn't help.
She was not only in extreme pain but miserable with the heat. What an awful way to be in the hospital. What an awful thing to witness my precious daughter in such terrible circumstances.
I know she is in Heaven now and I believe she is no pain anymore. She is with God.
I miss my Nettle Poodle.
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