Goodbye 2012, Hello 2013

Today is the last day of December, 2012.  Three years have come and gone since my beloved Jeannette passed away.  It seems like just yesterday that I was driving in the dark freeway from Ventura, California crying my eyes out.  I do not know how I made it home.  It was all a blur.  Jeannette was pronounced dead on September 3, 2009.  I was standing next to her hospital bed in complete shock that I lost my daughter.  I cried so many tears.   I thought about her children not having a mom anymore.  I hurt me so much.  Still does. 

Life goes on and if it wasn't for my family helping me through it all I just do not know what would have become of me. 

I look forward to 2013.  I look back on 2012.  A year of happiness since the birth of my baby girl grandchild named Melanie.  She looks like Jeannette. 

I will continue to love and cherish my family.  My son and daughter, my grandchildren, my dad, sisters, brothers, cousins, etc.  After all, that is what life is all about.  Family!!  Too bad my children's father chooses to be out of their lives and instead drinking and gambling his life away.  Hope 2013 brings him what he deserves. 

Jeannette will not never be forgotten!!!!