Today was one of those days in my life that I felt sad all day. Even right now I feel like crying. It is so sad for me to come home and not find my Jeannette's car parked outside and waiting for me. To come home and never get another phone call from her. No text messages. I turn on my computer and there are no e-mails from her. I look at my mail and no letters or cards from her anymore. Sometimes I feel sad for myself and ask myself why did this have to happen to me. Why did I loose my daughter. Why did she get the worst type of breast cancer. Why was she diagnosed at stage 4. Why did this happen to her. Why are her children without a mother anymore. Why can't I hold her and hug and tell her how much I love her anymore.
This day will pass. I will wake up tomorrow and maybe my day will be better. For now I pray to God and ask him for comfort.
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