This Saturday morning I thought of all the days I spent with Jeannette in her home in Thousand Oaks, California. I thought about how she would sit at her kitchen table answering the hundreds of e-mails that were sent to her by people that cared about her. People from the family, friends and co-workers. I offered to answer them for her so she could rest and feel better. She insisted on doing it. First thing was she had to take her morning pain pills and numerous other medicines. Then onto a big cup of coffee and oatmeal and then to her computer. Can you see close into her eyes? They are full of emotions that she tried to hide from me. I can see her pain and worry thru her eyes. This picture was taken during the year 2008 and about four months after she found out she has breast cancer. I still ask myself why. Why did I loose my beautiful daughter. She was everything to me. I can still hear her telling me, "Ma, come and read my e-mails and Ma, Lot's of people love me."
My Jeannette, I will love you forever and ever.
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