Thursday, May 3, 2012

Jeannette wants her Mama to Smile

May 3, 2012.  Another month, another day without my beloved daughter.  I try and have happy thoughts of her before she got diagnosed with breast cancer.  I try also to keep positive about life in general.  My life has never been the same since her death on September 3, 2009.  At first I was in so much misery and depression.   Almost three years later I am still having bouts of profound sadness over her loss.  I try and find ways to cope.   This blog helps me cope.  I can honestly say that if it wasn't for this blog I do not know what would have happened to me.  Jeannette was everything to me.  I miss her so very much.  I think about all the pain she had and it makes me so angry at cancer. 

Today, I smile because I know my Jeannette wants me to.  I know she is in Heaven.  I will see her again.  My beautiful daughter. 

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