It was one of those days last Friday. I thought so much about Jeannette and everything that she endured during her battle with cancer. The people that were supposed to support her and help her were not there for her in the end. The doctors, etc. I know it is over three years that she passed but it still hurts so much. Sometimes I spend the whole day just staying indoors and looking at all her pictures. Wish I had more. The baby pictures make me cry. I wonder if I was a good mommy to her. I wonder how she felt as a young little toddler. During that time I was so busy working at a Chiropractors office. It was an 8-5 job that required my full attention. I went through several baby sitters for my three children and finally I decided to put them in Day Care. It was called "Mary's Little Lamb." Jeannette loved that place. The staff there always told me she was very good and so smart. I was so proud of her. She was my baby girl. Jeannette will always be my Nettle. I miss her so much.
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