Thursday, August 6, 2015. A somewhat hot morning here in Fresno, California.I was awakened by a knock on the door early in the a.m. As I walked to the door I was thinking who could it be this early in the morning. I hope nobody is bringing me bad news, etc. I peeked outside the front window to see if the car parked in front was recognizable. It certainly was. My heart raced as I managed to make my way to the front door. Unlocked the dead bolt lock and bottom lock and I slowly opened the door. There she was standing there smiling and looking so beautiful. A full head of hair touching her soft shoulders and her big eyes, yes, her big brown eyes so beautiful, oh, and her eyebrows were full along with her eyelashes. I could not say one word to her and all I could do was stand there in front of her in a daze. Tears flowing freely down my cheeks. Not one word could be spoken. I tried to say I love you to her but I was in such profound shock. She hugged me ever so tightly and gently kissed my cheek then she walked into the living room and picked up a picture of her nephew that was on the mantel of the fireplace and kissed it. Her long laced gown waved in the morning air as she walked into the kitchen. I still could not say a word but followed her into the kitchen. She picked up the box of Oatmeal and kissed it too. Then she made her way to her sister's room. Her sister was fast asleep with her cell phone in her hand. She bent over and gently kissed her sister and touched her cell phone. Then she went out the back door. I followed her and touched her beautiful gown but still could not say a word to her. She turned around and smiled at me and in a blink of an eye she was gone. All of a sudden I could speak. I yelled out, "Jeannette, please come back." That's when my other daughter woke up and went to her bedroom window and told me, "Ma, please go to bed."
It was the best dream ever. Seeing my Jeannette in a dream makes this day so much happier. I am in a positive mood and feel so damn happy.
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