I PRETENDED SHE HAD GIVEN THIS TO ME TODAY

My day at work went real good today.  I pretended Jeannette gave me this valentine today.  I looked at her picture on top of my desk and it seemed like she was right with me in my office.  I miss her so much and even more on special days such as this one. 
I let her know how much I loved her when she was alive.  I have no regrets.  I don't cry asking myself why didn't I do this or that.  I did everything.

 Other people such as her dad who did not fight for her as I did, who partied a week after she died, who has never been there for any of his children or grandchildren, all of a sudden decides to post a picture of Jeannette in the Fresno Bee today and sending her a message about how much he misses her , etc. made me so sick.  He is feeling some kind of guilt now after two years.  Guilt for not standing up for her and guilt for disrespecting her as she lay there dying before his eyes.  If there is a devil among us on earth, I know it is him and his sidekick, (### wife).
How can a man live on this earth and wake up every morning and only think of only one thing." Money. "   He has never had a relationship with his son and daughter except when he tried to scam them during our day in court.  He thinks of only himself.  One day, real soon he will have to answer to God. 

I bet he has trouble sleeping because when he does he has nightmares of all the injustice and evil acts he has done all his life against so many people but especially his own children and grandchildren.   Oh, I forgot! He has no conscious.