Sunday, October 16, 2011

IT'S LOREAL BIRTHDAY. SHE IS 18

It's Loreal birthday.  It is isn't supposed to be like that.  She is without her mother.  A mother that always made sure to make it a special day for her.  A mother that went out of her way just to make her LoLo happy.  It was two years ago that she passed away. A day that is embedded in my mind forever.  I shall never forget Jeannette crying for her Loreal.  She wanted everything right for her.  She wanted Loreal to go to college and become a professional something.  Anything to make her succeed in life.  I see this picture of Loreal and I see the sadness in her eyes.  I know she thinks that everyone around her thinks she is totally happy.  I know she is not. She Misses her mama.  A mama that loved her with all her might.  A  mama that ached to be with her.  Jeannette loved all her children but her LoLo was her only girl.  She adored her.   She did not want to die and leave her LoLo.  She cried to me and said for me to take care of her LoLo.    LoLo where are you.  I want so much to see you.  I want you to know that i will  love you till I die.  I miss my LoLo and I miss my Nettle Poodle.

No comments:

Post a Comment