She drove herself to ER

She developed Pneumonia during one of her trips to Fresno.  She was driving herself back to L.A. when she called me.  She was already on 99 passing Tulare, Ca. and said to me that she got real sick feeling while at her dads house.  I asked her why didn't he take her back to L.A. and she said that he and his wife had made plans to stay at a casino to celebrate his wife's sister birthday and they couldn't help.  Needless to say, I was furious and asked her to stop the car in Tulare and that I would drive over to her and take her the rest of the way.  She insisted on not stopping and that she could make it.  I told her to call her doctor.  She did and she advised her to go directly to the ER in Ventura, Ca.  This is how I found my baby when I arrived.  I was so scared and crying but also full of emotions and hate for my ex.  I am sorry but I know I am supposed to let it go and forgive but I just can't.  I am crying as I write this just looking at her like this and knowing she drove herself to hospital.