Jeannette Loved Her Loreal So Very Much

We call her LoLo

It's August 13, 2011.  It is almost two years since Jeannette died.  Her daughter is coping with life as best as she can.  She was only 15 when her mother died.  When I was around and interacting with Lolo I noticed she would not open up and talk about her feelings.  I am not a professional clinician but working with them during the coarse of my job, I found tools to help me cope with my grieving.  I wish I could get closer to Loreal to help her.  She lives in Fresno now and is busy with school and other things so I do not get too much time with her.  She has way too much on her plate dealing with the loss of her loving mother.  Jeannette loved her LoLo so very much and several times she would cry to me and say to me, "Mom, I do not want to leave my children."  Her main concern was her children and how they would cope with her death.  Loreal has chosen to put all her feelings in the back burner and instead focus forward onto her life at hand.  Maybe this is good.  I do not know.  I have a feeling that one day she will come see me and open up and share her thoughts.  I keep her in my prayers.  I love my LoLo too.