This is how I Imagined Jeannette when she arrived in Heaven



She is FREE from PAIN

She died on September 3, 2009 and entered the gates of Heaven on September 3, 2009.  She ran straight into our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.  Free from pain.  No more painful days and nights, no more chemo, no more radiation, no more surgeries, no more crying in excruciating pain.  She is rejoicing now.  As for me, here on earth I wake up thinking about her and going to sleep thinking about her.  I miss her so very much.  A person at my job that lost her husband about 8 months ago is back to normal and is even dating again.  I know everybody deals with grief differently so I guess that's her way.  Or is it because she lost a husband and not a child.  I don't know but I believe that loosing a child is the most painful.  Jeannette left behind four children.  To her, that was what she worried about.  She loved them so very much.  Her husband is just like my co-worker, he has a new woman. Had her all along.  It makes me so sick when I think of how anxious he was for Jeannette to die.  My ex husband was trying to hide the fact that he also had other devious thoughts in mind too.  They both managed to manipulate Jeannette into leaving them substantial amounts of money and material goods.  This is so scandalous to say but I found out by reading her will that my ex had her change up three months before she died and left him $300 thousand dollars.  How about that!  He cut off his other two children and five grandchildren and is now basking in all his blood money.  I have nothing but pity for both of these so called., "Loved Ones" of  Jeannette.  They are extremely happy everyday because they do not have a conscious.  Like my mom said before she died, " The Lord will handle them."  The thing that keeps me going is that one day I know I will see Jeannette again.  My plans are set.  I am going to Heaven.  Praise You Lord!!!!