Saturday, September 3, 2011

THIS IS WHAT SHE CRIED THE MOST ABOUT


Today is two years since my Jeannette died.  She died at 3:36 p.m.  Her heart couldn't beat anymore because the pain medication was jacked up so much in order to full fill her husband's wishes.  She could have lived longer but there was a plan in place and it worked for him.  Anyway, I woke up crying for her this morning.  I will never forget all the tears she shed and her telling me that she didn't want to leave her children.  She loved them more than anything on this earth.  Conner, Shane, Mathew and Loreal had the most awesome mother.  I will never forgive Jeannette's father for not stepping up to the plate and fight for what was right.  He just didn't care.  His mind was only on one thing and it was the MONEY.   I bet that when he goes to sleep at night he has nightmares now.  I bet also, he is not happy.   I rebuke him and everyone that went along with Pat's wishes.  Someday, they will all pay.  All I know right now is that I miss her so much and I have tears flowing and anger bursting at the seams all over again today.  Please pray for me today.  My Jeannette, my baby.  How I miss her.

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