Saturday, December 3, 2011

2008, The cousins, Loreal and Ashlee

This is a picture of my granddaughters, Loreal and Ashlee.  It was taken in 2008.  Time changes things and it happened to me and to all our family.  We lost Jeannette and I am grieving everyday for her.  The thing that hurts me is that Loreal has chosen to take sides and is closer to my ex.  He is a master manipulator among other things and he got ahold of Loreal and filled her mind with all kinds of things about me and about her cousins.  Loreal does not call, or visit me or anyone else.  She shut us all out.  At first I was hurt and was crying and asking myself over and over what did I do to her.  I could not think of anything.    I wish I could somehow reach out to her and say to her that I love her unconditionally.  My arms will be wide open when she comes back into our lives.  I know one day she will come and tell me how sorry she is.  I will say to her that she is my beautiful granddaughter and there is no reason for her to say the word sorry.

I hope she reads this blog so she can know how much we all love her.   

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