What a pretty picture of my Jeannette. She was so photogenic. Most of her pictures hardly ever have her smiling like this one. She had a beautiful smile. Had a good and kind heart. She loved us all. During her last days in 2009 she said to me that she knew I how much I loved her . The thing she never found out is that I suffer tremendous grief over loosing her. It makes me feel like an elephant is sitting on my chest. I can't even begin to describe the total feeling. I miss her so much. I never had closure with her. She was sedated against my wishes by her husband. Well, I better not even go into that again because all the anger comes out all over and it's not good for me.
All I know is that another day came and went without her.
I miss my Nettle Poodle.
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