HER PICTURE ON MY PC BRIGHTENS MY DAY

My life has taken a turn for the positive.  I choose to live my life thinking positive about things.  I am optimistic.  I always have hope that things will be better and that people will change for the better.  I wake up each morning thanking God for another day.  Another day to do good things.  Smile at people during the coarse of my job. Talk in a friendly voice to the public both in person and on the phone.  I make sure to text or call my family to say to them that I love them. 

One person that I can't call, text, e-mail or send mail to is my Jeannette.  I miss her so much.  Every morning when I turn on my PC, there she is looking at me with those those beautiful eyes.  My Jeannette puts me in a positive mood.  I want to be like her.  She had so much love in her heart. 

Sometimes when grief overcomes me I cry.  I have a good cry and then I recover and begin to focus on business at hand.  I shall never ever get over loosing her.  It feels like an ache inside me that no medicine can cure.  It stays with me every second of everyday.  I "choose." to think positive and not dwell on my grief for most of my days.  I have to.  People depend on me.  I can't let them down.