If only I could reach in and pull her out of this picture, I would hug her so tight and give her lots of kisses. She was my last baby. I miss her so much. It took me by surprise when I found out I was pregnant again. My son was only 5 months old when I found out. As soon as I informed my husband he went into a usual demon mode and started yelling at me and cussing me out. Telling me I was stupid not to take care of myself and what was he going to do with another child on the way. I cried so much because I thought he was going to be happy that God was blessing us with another child. All during my pregnancy he hated me. Didn't even want to be seen in public with me. Kept me at home all the time. During that time I did not know how to drive so I never went anywhere. This is another ugly memory I have from long ago. It gets worse than this but I am choosing not to mention it on this blog. All I know is that I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl on November 5, 1971. One of the happiest days of my life.
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